Nap time 😴 

“You get OUT what you put IN.”.


As I lay down in our nap time bed, with a worn-out, overtired, now passed-out toddler with her arm over my belly, I am forced to acknowledge that I may not have handled that morning as well as I intended to.

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I feel the familiar feeling of unworthiness creep into my thoughts and feel them. Ugh. Why?

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I have learned, from the personal development our company holds in high regard and through my therapy, to experience ALL my feelings. Feel the feels. And TRULY feel them. Good and bad. So I know that the good feelings are ones I WANT and can have again, and the bad ones are unwanted but also WELCOME because they make the good feelings so much sweeter.

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I have been through them before and survived. I can do it again.

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I think back to this morning and this week. Have I truly given out the energy into the world I have wished to received?

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Truthfully, I check myself and realize that I haven’t. I thought I was, but that just isn’t true.

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I had enjoyed myself so much over the break, spending time with my loved ones, feeling energetic and healthy, waking up when I wanted instead of when I HAD TO.

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So the mere thought of returning to work had my anxiety levels up in arms. I blocked myself from receiving LOVE, and instead I chose to live in FEAR.

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No wonder I was hit with anxiety this week and couldn’t bring myself to leave the house yesterday morning. No wonder Narra had a hard time transitioning to her nap today, while I slowly became more impatient as the cries went on and on. She has been feeding off my unbalanced energy.

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What had changed from Spring Break? The answer: Nothing really. Except for the way I PERCEIVED my life.

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My family is still here. I still get to spend time with them Morning and evening (and all evening because we co-sleep). I can still feel the energy and health I felt while away. Consistent workouts and Shakeology will help you with that. I can still wake-up when I want to. I am the one setting those alarms. I CHOOSE to wake up when I do because I need to be ready to help teach students who otherwise couldn’t learn without the skills I bring to the job.

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I make these choices. My life is on my terms.

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When Narra wakes up from her nap today, I choose to do a reset.

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I choose to learn in LOVE instead of FEAR. I choose to unblock myself and welcome the infinite abundance that the universe has in store for me. No more anxiety around work or transitions. I CHOOSE everything I do. I take RESPONSIBILITY for making my goals happen.

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It is NO ONE’S job but MY OWN to make sh!t happen. 

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And it all starts by UNBLOCKING yourself with self-care and WELCOMING the powerful energy connecting you to what is already YOURS. 

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Your health. Your financial freedom. Your LOVE. Your LIFE. 

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